i am a fatass.

hello internet. hello blogspot. hello jenna.


so i have decided that this is the time to reach out and take hold of my dreams. fulfill every part of myself that yearns for something greater. i am ready. and i am going to.

so guess what i did today, to achieve these things:
slept. a lot. took a nap that lasted more than 4 hours. i had a migraine...
i ate about half a box of generic cheez-its.
made babies on facebook.

i am a fatass.

don't believe me? here is a glimpse at what i look like today.

i know that i've looked worse, but this is still pretty extreme.

i did listen to a lot of tunes though. a lot of them. very detailed listening actually, probably the hardest i've ever listened to music in my life. i am beginning to pick out the elements that make songs what they are, and what gives artists their individualized sound.



i had to post that. it is gorgeous.

so is this:
4:23:27 AM TheDani463: there are times i wonder if i have anything original to offer
4:23:50 AM TheDani463: like i'm noticing i have all these new mannerisms because of someone i'm working with right now
4:24:16 AM TheDani463: i feel very strange
4:24:21 AM TheDani463: a lot of the times
4:26:11 AM TheDani463: and i wanted to say this earlier, like before you mentioned the stadium, i love you, you're one of the most interesting people i've ever met, i don't think i'll ever figure you out completely and that makes me want to know you for a long time... sometimes i wish our history was better/different because i wonder where we'd be in terms of our friendship or relationship, who knows.... i'm just thankful you still talk to me

and this:
4:34:51 AM TheDani463: you rape my brain lindsay
4:34:54 AM TheDani463: and i love you for it

i think that is one of the biggest compliments i have ever received. it makes me very happy to know people feel that way. i certainly do.

here's another picture from my pointless collection: (i really like colons today. weird that i just have to pee.)